ONLYJAYPEE.

hooooookay! here i am blabbing for the first time this year! hahhaha dont chu see a PATTERN? hahah lol i update xange uhhhhh everyyear? lol why is that? lols but what ever! hahahah. VDAY TODAY and it SUX! liek fcuk! hhhaha dont wanna get tooo in depth with tha whole lovving thang! but ye know! blehhh! skrew it i mean blehhh! what about the loners out there?! it suxxxx it suxx and it suxx! blehhh! ohhh mahn!

On Top of that! mah friend
who had reconcilled with us recently beacause of a long feud has
finally ended. Not only that but we’ve settled on a couple of
agreements. BUT! MY OH MY!!!! How dreadful it is too
see mah fcuken friend POP E mahn! whyd she do that!
fcuk mahn! after all we’ve been through! after all what we’ve done for
u!THIS is what u’d do to us? i mean WDF! we
silenced ourselves juss to fcuken ignore the fact that u’ve threaten to
kill us. i mean wtf. we sacrificed basically half of our
fcuken friendship BECAUSE OF SILLY SHIT!. U did
SUICIDE, SMOKING, SEX , ECSTACY!! What else? WHAT
ELSE? fcuk! i have told u not to fcuken do SUICIDE and yet u have done
so! I have not wasted my friendship with you juss to give you
WASTED ADVICE! i mean u never used it! WE WERE SO
CONCERNED WITCHU! and yet u dont realize for the fact that we cared for
u. We were HERE when u needed us. U BASICALLY MADE US UR FAMILY before
all this shit happened! i mean wtf! I HAVE SAID
ENOUGH! I know u juss came out of the hospital, but
fcuken remember that I WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AROUND CHU NO MORE. I’m
tired of this hopelessness! YOU ARE THE ONE WHO TAUGHT ME HOW
TO BELEIVE IN MY SELF AND HAVE AN UPBEAT SELF! but now i know
what ur true colors are like! and u know what…. Maybe canada isnt for
u! maybe u were better off in pinas! i mean thast what u’ve been saying
but now i feel that YOU WERE ACTUALLY RIGHT…….

Fcuk
valentines…. fcuk Febuary, fcuk alll this plastic…,  You have NO
idea what i feel bout chu! can’t beleive i actually felt something
for u….