Why am i being like this?
Why am i so different?
Why am i the same?
Why do I care?
Why?
What do I do?
What happened?
What is wrong?
What is this?
What?
Questions…need answers. There is always an answer to a question and a question to an answer. It is a tandem that has shook many people throughout history. It could be from a heart-pounding QA portion in the Miss Universe contest or just from a mere job interview. Questions are always answered regardless of time. A question like “What is out in the universe?” could be answered. Regardless of the answer being right or wrong, still makes the answer an answer.
With that said, therefore:
Question:
-So what is the point of this new webpost?
Answer:
-?
NO CLUE! But I’m sure glad im back in xanga and NOT IN FACEBOOK!
-yes i am aware that i just defeated the whole purpose of my arguement here that questions will definitely be answered. But hey in reality some questions are left unanswered…. but thats a different story (like about romance and drama and all that crap!) but hey! im glad im on xanga and not on facebook! =]
!!!!!!!!****** hey if you’re reading this i know you’re disappointed at me. I know i haven’t been around and I’ve been missing out A LOT lately but hey i hope you really do understand. I know, pathetic but hey at least i know myself now and i know that this is what i do and this is real to me. We’ve talk about this and I’m not ready yet. That’s that. I’m not running away from this because just like questions, it will be answered but just not right now. I will be strong and I will stand up again from where i left off.
I ‘m not angry or sad. In fact, I just made the bravest decision of my life and that is to walk away to turn to a different direction in this route. This right now is a detour to my highway to the future. Taking the highway takes you to your where you want to go faster. But when you miss your exit, this highway takes you father from your destination. You will end up taking another exit and might not find your way back.
So in my situation, I will not give up. I am taking the earliest exit i could find and stop for gas. Something that could get me moving again. Something that will fuel my inspiration back on the road. Once I’m energized, I will definitely start my engine and merge back into this highway at the same pace as everybody else in this highway to the future.
You know who you are, we have been convoying even before the road became a highway. You were there to give me gas but unfortunately it wasn’t enough for me to drive further along. I know how disappointed you are right now driving alone in the highway, and yet I’m happy that you are on your way closer to your destination. I’m really sorry for making this a big deal but i have made my decision. Again, I’m really sorry. You know who you are. Hope you respect my decision. Sincerly, Jan.******!!!!!!!!!
WOW did i just write that ^^? wow and i cant believe i wrote that! haha i was jus typing non-stop and this popped out LOL but yeah you know who you are! but if your not the person im talking about then have fun reading it! You should be able to relate to it if your “taking the highway” right now. Hehe i know metaphorical. but yeah
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ONLYJAYPEE. 
oh jan. id love to sit in the shotgun(?) with you… dont go driving without me..us… what are friends for ? AND! better yet.. ill give you a car so that u can drive anywhere! …sooo we need to chill and talk. ^^ ..God bless. ill call you.
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I CALL SHOTGUN! hahhahaa..yes.
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what a bunch of bull.stop running away and face your fears.you’re not gonna get anywhere in life if you’re always giving up
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